I forgot.
I forgot you were his first.
I forgot you love him more.
I forgot that I mean little.
I forgot.

I forgot you defend him from attack,
but ignore attacks aimed at me.
I forgot you never hear anything I say that’s good,
only what you want.
I forgot that in the end,
his are the feelings that matter.
I forgot.

I forgot that you don’t need me as a friend.
I forgot that you had countless people available.
I forgot I depend on you,
Not vice versa.
I forgot.

I won’t forget again.
I’ll remember not to mention him.
I’ll pretend that my heart never broke.
I’ll remember it’s my fault he’s not mine.
I’ll never say another word about it.
I won’t forget again.

Just forgive me.
Say you’re not mad.
Don’t say “I’m done.”
Because I won’t understand,
are you done being mad?
Or done being my friend?
I won’t forget again.

I won’t forget .
I won’t forget you were his first.
I won’t forget you love him more.
I won’t forget that I mean little.
I won’t forget.